✖ A Slumber Land For My Heart ✖

05/08

2009-08-05T01:54:00.000-07:00

dun0 wat should I write here ...
juz simply updated my blog..

feel moody of cuz ...
cause by some happen ..
2 ppl affected my feeling nw..

But, I hv nothings can do ..
juz 4get all of tis as time goes by, hopefully

Im emo as wat my friends said.
YA, i agree .. Tis is me `
Im easy influrence by someone ...

Juz nw in class hv a simple english grammer test ..
Even it is easy, but my brain is totally blank ..
Cuz I reali can't accept the fact comes to me ..
I duno wat of the shiit results I wil get ..

why my life wil be so complicated ?
Is tat bcuz I duno how 2 arrange ?
Or any other else reasons ?

No mood 2 continue writting...
End the blog here ..
Take care my frends =(

` Clubbing Night `

2009-08-02T02:11:00.000-07:00

Aiikss `
dun know why tis few days kip headache ..
may be cause by the fucking hot whether & the haise ..
Even drink a lot of water oso useless 4 me .. ==
hehe..
but sumone promise 2 make me sum 'leong shui' d ..xD
dun lie me orhx ..=p

Saturday whole day juz stay at house take rest ..
juz sleep, eat, watch movie, & on9 ..
wat a boring weekend ?!
SienZzz ` haiz ..
Quennel ask me go 2 Sg.Wang shopping I oso reject ler..
Sry ler .. xP
Unusual situation orhx ` keke ..
Cuz I reali nt feeling well arhx ~
Hmm
I din nt attentend Jacklyn's step sis birthday party oso..
Sry sry ~
Anyway wish u Happy birthday - Lilly ^^

At night I decide go 2 pasar malam with my sis d..
but bcuz of some problem, we din't go le..
At the same time, I receive the call from Quennel ..
He ask me 2 go clubbing 2 celebrate mui kee's birthday..
(Actually 1 week ago he ady ask me 2 go)
First time I was reject him cuz I still headache d..
Second time he ask me agn ..
Third time..
Fourth time..
n finally I was promise 2 go ..
Kinda easy influrence by ppl .. =.=
No la, actually i ady promise him..
So, no choice lol ` hehe

I start prepare at 8.15pm ..
He kip calling me n ask me faster done n go his house ..
Cuz everyone is done n juz wait me oni .. = =
I try my best 2 rush everythings in a short period time .. =.=
Vry rush actually ..=='''
Arrive his house at 930 pm ..
All of them are waiting 4 me .. hehe
sry lol.. I noe i vry 'mo' de ..
WIlliam, Quennel, Mui Kee, May Ling is thr ..
Den William fetch us to find Hazel ..

They decide 2 go 'Oblique' (a special club in Bkt Bintang) ...xD
We reach thr around 10.30
Super early d lol .. ==
Today is free entry, no nid any cover charge but without any beverage provided ..
But we open 2 jugs of Carsberg ..
It is super cheap lol.. 2 jugs is oni cost RM75 ...
No idea why it is so cheaper ..
After we reserve the beverage n a table of sit, we leave thr n went 2 mamak stall..
While waiting Kindo coming, we had our 'dinner' thr ..
I was meet Melvin thr ..
He is 2gather wf a gang of friends ..
Nth speacial happen in mamak stall ..
juz chatting around n blow water ...xD
Since we r finish eating but Kindo is still nt yet coming ..
So, we went 2 bus stop n wait him ..
Finally he is coming ..

I like the DJ 2day ..
All the song she play is nice & famous ..xD
We all juz dance at thr like crazy ..haha
Getting much more ppl at midnight ...
more tight we dance at stage .. ==
Suddendly i receive a msg from Christ ..
He told me he is thr oso..
Ask me 2 meet him ..
Meet him outside the toilet ..
No other place can meet ...xD
He told me somethings ...
Blah Blah Blah {SECRET}
den he was leave n went bck home ler ..
Aiikss..m00dy ~!

Time is turn around 3am ler..
Seems everyone is tired so v decide 2 go bck home earlier..
On the way we go bck home, May Ling n Mui Kee was take a nap..
Me, Hazel & Kindo juz listen song n take pic thr ..
William is concentrate on driving n Quennel is fa dai thr ...xD
William send me & Kindo at Quennel's house n he fetch Hazel, May Ling & Mui Kee go bck home..
Quennel fetch me n Kindo go bck ..
Thx Quennel & William ler .. !!

I reach home around 3.45am ler ..
Feel sleepy ..
After bath and all tat ..
I juz go 2 my warm bed ..hehe

Hmmm ..
Today hv 2 wish :`Happy Birthday` to
- Lilly
- Mui Kee

Apologize to
- Babee
- Quennel
- Christ

Thx to
- William
- Quennel
- Hazel

Have a nice day to all of You ..~!!

___Inside Clubbing (no point 2 take, juz take 4 fun)___

___ Nicholas & Friends ___

`Drinking Beer .. Chheesee~!`

` Nicholas & Hazel `

` Quennel & Nicholas `

___ On The Way go bck home ( tired ) ___

`Kindo & Nicholas`

=) ENJOY (=

`` 200907282343 ... I LOVE EUU ..``

2009-07-28T09:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ..?
ya, the feeling im nw..
hmm..
I'm excited to haerd from euu to say: `YES, I DO` ..
I'm apperciate euu..
Thx tat u gv us a opportunity..

Should i promise euu anythings ..?
Euu say tat I'm the prefect guy..
Ooops, im nt la..
I scare 2 make euu dissipointed arhx ^^
In the 3h09m45s d conversation juz nw, i feel tat I din't choose wrong pers0n..
Euu ask me, wil i regret into tis relationship..?
Comfirm 2 tell euu, I won't ..^^

Hmm..
I wan 2 thx all Jacklyn's friends tat oways concern about her ..
Gv the best wishes to her ..
Some of them are praise me..
THANKS A LOT ..^^

Aiikss, headache again ..
I could't spend much time 2 surf net ady ..
But before i goiin 2 sleep, i wish 2 finish this blog..
A meaningful blog 2 me ..

` 200907282343 ... I LOVE EUU - JACKLYN `

LOVE

2009-07-22T10:27:00.000-07:00

LOVE ..?
Wat is LOVE stand for..?

some ppl opinion for LOVE might be a game ..
if u failure 2 maintain a relationship in LOVE mean ur loser ..
if u can maintain the relationship den ur winner ..
some ppl opinion for LOVE is nothings ..
it is not important at all..
some ppl opinion for LOVE is important ..
no LOVE no life ..

But seriously for me...
LOVE is everythings ..
if i choose someone to be my gf or decide 2 chase someone..
I WILL NEVER REGRET ..
I will take my relationship wf all my true LOVE ..
I will treat her all the best i can ..
I will appreciate EUU FOREVER and EVER ..
Im nt kidding but im serious ..

Jus nw I go 2 view her blog ..
I found tat she is care wat Im done 4 her ...
Im touching + happy ..
I still remember the first time I chase her, she is not care at all..
She tell me she still love her ex-bf ..
euu ask me to give up n we will be 4ever best friend..
I promise euu in tat time ..
cuz i dun wan make euu suffer ..
Euu gonna face SPM tis year..
I jux hope that euu wil concentrate on ur study..
I dun wan influrence euu in study field..
but, euu noe ..?
I NEVER FORGET EUU..
it is nt easy 2 4get someone ..
I still remember all our began ..
We noe each other in BITTER SWEET, THE GARDEN..
ur the part-timer promoter in tat time..
Im the customer who want 2 buy a shoes..
I was take ur phone num in tat time..
I start contact wf euu..
I start disturb euu..
I start SMS euu..
I start ask euu 4 movie, shopping n else ...
but i noe tat time euu reali bz wf ur tuition, so sometime u wil reject my invatation...
I never angry euu, I understand euu..

After a few months, we lost contact with each other ..
cuz i reali scare tat i wil disturb u all the time..
I noe u dislike ppl 2 disturb euu..
I like euu, I care ur feeling ..
I scare u dislike, I scare i will lost euu..
I scare u will angry me, I scare euu will hate me..
I care u much more den myself..
Tats why i choose 2 let u go ..
But seriously I NEVER FORGET EUU..
I NEVER GIVE UP ON EUU..
I NEVER WISH 2 HURT EUU..
I hope tat euu won't misunderstand on tis..

I feel vry happy tat u tell me some truth..
[SECRET]
EUU tell me a lot of ur bad attitude + disadvantages..
EUU try 2 make me dissipointed, but I hv 2 tell euu ,ur failure to do so..
ur action make me more appreciate euu..
cuz i reali hate ppl lie on me...
but ur nt, u dare 2 tell me those of the fact..
I admire euu as well..^^
I can tell u.. I DUN CARE AT ALL..!!
I LOVE euu is nt simply can change by tis few negative attitude..
I hope euu dun care oso..
promise me, can ..?
EUU still is the prefect girl in my heart forever n ever ..

I juz view ur blog..
I wish 2 send u a msg immediately..
cuz ur sick...
im damn worry..
but nw ady 2.++am ..
euu are enjoy-iing ur sweet dream nw..
sumore u hv skull 2moro ..
I dun wan disturb euu..
I hv no pretend anythings..
I realli worry about euu..
I wish 2 bring euu 2 the doctor nw..
I wish euu will be alright 2moro..
I dun wan 2 see euu feel pain n uncomfortable..
I wil gv u a msg 2moro b4 u go 2 skull..
GOD BLESS...^^

EUU phone oways no line so I hard 2 contact wf euu..
Im thinking the other way 2 contact euu easily..
I hope i can do that..
everytime b4 I sms or call euu, i will think is it suitable I do so nw ?
I scare ur inconvience 2 ans my call or nt free 2 reply my sms..
Sry, if i cause u inconvience happen..

I remember tat u ask me hv 2 gv myself confident..
cuz im telling euu tat :-
im nt enuf handsome like other guys..
im nt rich like other ppl..
im nt good conditions like other teenagers..
Thx 4 ur comfort..
I WILL DO SO, BCUZ OF EUU..^^

I wish 2gather wf euu..
But I noe temporary euu wont accept any relationship cuz ur facing SPM tis year..
I understand euu..
I WILL WAIT FOR EUU..
I oso hope euu can get flying colour result in ur SPM, so tat euu wont regret in future..
ALL THE BEST 2 EUU..
I rather 2 wait u nw, i oso dun wan u will influrence ur study bcux of me..
Even through I duno wat is ur decision nw..
But i can tell euu, I WILL WAIT EUU..
I will nt simply like a girl expect euu..

2day Shermaine(my classmate) ask me tat, is it I will care the problem of the distance wf my gf..?
I reali take time 2 consider tis question..
Cuz we reali stay in a long distance wf each other..
But at the end, I ans Shermaine - I WON'T CARE ..
The reason is :-
i) We nt necessary hv to meet everyday, we should gv each other some freedom n private time, So that our relationship oni wil stand last longer..

ii) We are nt children anymore, we pass through a lot of happen.. We will appreaciate each other n believe each other..Even we din meet we oso blif each other..

iii) I wil try my best 2 accompany her at all the time..

Tat all the reason I explain 2 her..
But I duno hw about u all opinion, espeacially EUU who I care much more...
I noe in tis world no such things tat, who cant alive if without who..
It mayb is a nonsense to somebody..
but I believe tat if u love someone deeply.. U will get this feelling..
Believe me..!!
Im nt telling lie..")
No matter how euu wil oways be my FIRST V.I.P ..
The ppl I MOST care..
No reason why I do so, juz bcux I WILLING TO DO SO..

Times is goiin 4.00 am soon ..
I decide 2 wait euu wake up later..
Cuz i wish 2 noe hw r euu nw..?
feeling better.? or ..?
But i duno I can do so ont ..
cuz im headache nw..
I wish i can do so ..
If cant, hope u dun mind ..

I DO I MISS EUU,
BCUX I REALI LOVE EUU ..

Journey

Accompany by euu

Consider

Kinda

Lucky,

You

Noe?

23-07-2009

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(26-07-2009)

LOVE ISN'T HERE OR THERE, IT ISN'T HAPPY, SAD, GOOD OR BAD.

LOVE IS JUST LOVE.

[FROM JACKLYN]

Happy 1 years old to W.Hoong ..

2009-07-22T04:58:00.000-07:00

...22-07-2009...

Happy birthday 2 my loving nephew-W.Hoong ..
1 years old lul.. it seems like so fas gek..

2day after class,i decide go 2 buy a pairs of shoes n cakes with my sis n desmond (my nephew oso)..
v went to the nearest shopping centre-The Store 2 buy it..
buy CUDDLES's brand d shoes..
nowaday, baby accessories is expensive than adult.. = =
without wasting any times, after v buy the shoes v leave the shopping centre..

2nd destination is go to KING's buy cake..
duno wat cake suitable 4 baby oo..
juz choose a cute cute d..
it might be suitable 4 W.Hoong d...XD
after that, bck home ..^^

mummy prepare some food..
n we celebrate the party 4 him..
hehe ..
I wanna take pic wf him, but he kip move out from the screen of the camera.. ==
hw naught he is ..xD =)
hmm..
after prepare everythings, W.Hoong ready 2 blow the candle..
but a 1 years old kid is normally duno hw 2 blow a candle d.. hehe^^
so, his bro-Desmond was replace him 2 blow..XP
after that, v pass through the 1 years old birthday party in a happy situations..
wakakakaka

...upload some pic here...

W.HOONG

The Cuddles's Shoes

Birthday Cake for W.HOONG

2 brothers - W.HOONG + DESMOND

DESMOND

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Stress + Tired = College Life

2009-07-17T07:56:00.000-07:00

Assignment, Assignment, Assignment ....
Exam, Exam, Exam...
Presentation, Presentation, Presentation..
Homework, Homework, Homework...
Assignment + Exam + Presentation + Homework = Headache & Suffer
No matter how, i hv 2 do tis in the following 2.5 years..
OMG..!! How can i goiin through tis 2.5 years ? i oso duno..==

In previous few weeks im bz with my assignment n presentation..
Everyday juz sleep few hours n wake up early rush 2 college ..==
So tired am i !!
Everyday go college wf my panda eyes..
yuckx..~!!

Today we was pass up the last assignment for subject of mass communication ..
fucking relax nw..XD
nw is juz waiting 4 distribution of exam papers..
Hubungan etnik i get the marks of 26/40
Modern Electronic i get 15/15
Mass Communication i get 29.5/35
chaeting a bit actually..hehe
but im satisfy those of the results..no nid 2 resit paper !!
wakakakakakaka ...

Monday hv one more subject hv 2 exam, tat is IT ..
kinda lame ==
After exam n assignment, nw is the time to concentrate lecture class n do homework ler..
i skip a lot of lecture class bfore ady..aikxz!!
sket cant follow the lessons, den final exam can hell d..Xp

Finally i can take rest well..
Not feeling well this few days, headache sumore.. sigh!!
goiin faint ..
so hv 2 take rest early..^^

GOOD NITEZ..^^
hv a nice day to u all ^^

2009-07-11T12:22:00.000-07:00

I'm bck from farewell party..
nth 2 do at home, juz on9 n chatting wf friends..
chat wf either one of my buddies - Edson ..

v r chatting quite different topic 2day..
hmm.. not important wf wat topic v r chatting about..
but the problem tat i suffer-iing ,Edson hv solve 4 me..
He tell me a lot of useful teory..
Even though he is youngest than me but his thinking is mature den other teenagers..

Edson: u're confusing about this, dont doubt yrself , just be yrself , choose what u wanted , try to have fun no matter what u do ..but not spoiled yrself and behave all the times..

Edson: THINK BEFORE U MAKE A DECISION , ALWAYS THINK NO MATTER U'RE DROP BY ANYWHERE .. OR JOINING ANY FRIENDS ... JUST KEEP ON THINKING ... WHAT SHOULD DO .. WHAT SHOUDN'T DO!

the teory he try 2 tell me is quite useful 4 me ..
still hv many of his experience is solve my problem..
i could't open 2 public those experience he was pass through..
cuz tis is PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL..

im happy to share any topic n even secret wf him..
cuz i believe tat he wont tell anyone the topic tat we r chatting about..
he tells me tat the world is actually reality n i realized tat is truth..
he ask me don't care those gossip n rumous..
juz do watever v think tat is true n nvr regret wf wat v done ..
yea.. I agree..!!

I hv touch some Edson's sadness happen last time..
sry, I hv 2 apologize wf euu ..
i wish euu wil be happy all the time..

I glad to hv a friend like euu..
can share problem n euu gv me a good soloution n explaination as well..
Anyway,wish u all the best in ur life ..
Kip in touch my buddy,Edson..^^
(04:02am)

Farewell Night

2009-07-11T09:51:00.000-07:00

i had receive a Troop B prefect farewell party invatation from my ex-senior Li Fung on 07/07/09..
my loving senior as well..^^
the farewell party details informations as below:
date: 11 july 2009 (sat)
venue: QQ steamboat Kepong
time:6.++ pm

hmm..
im nt reali wan 2 go actually cuz im tired today ..
but no choice lol , cuz my loving senior are invate me to go..
sumore i miss all my ex-juniors n ex-seniors oso..
so,im goiin 2 prepare around 7.++ at night n waiting melvin 2 fetch me on 8pm sharp as he tell me..
times was pass min by min, sec by sec .. wtf.?! i hate ppl not observe the time..
he haven reach .. n he tell me hv 2 wait 1 more ppl tat come bck from genting ,tat is my junior oso jia hau..
ok..im calm down ..
Finally,he came around 9pm..

we reach our destination around 9.30 ..
since i reach QQ steamboat station, i heard tat my name was shout by my ex-juniors n ex-seniors..
embressing actually, but im fucking happy bcuz they nvr 4get me..
my ex-juniors+ex-seniors i miss..
: sheh kee, siew luan, jun feng, li fung, n many other else ..^^
n my ex-partner last time, timbalan ketua troop B - hooi kuan
long time din gather wf them ady..

start chatting around wf them ..
enjoy-iing..^^
melvin are hungry but he dislike 2 eat steamboat..
he said vry disgusting .. mayb those of the food are drops around the table..
terrible juniors ..haha^^
so, melvin ask me n jai hau accompany him go CAREFREE CAFE to have dinner thr..
im order mamitte rice + cold chocolate ..
hmm..the mamitte rice ?! omg..!!
tasteless n the chicken din chop in small pieces de..?!
how 2 eat ..?! n the chocolate damn bitter lol..!!
fuck.. the rice cost RM 6.50 + chocolate cost RM 4.50..
even though it is nt expensive but it is nt valueable..!
3 ppl totally cost RM 41.50 ..
4get about it ..

mamitte rice + cold chocolate

we'r bck to steamboat station 5 them ..
bt some of the juniors ady bck cuz is too night 4 them..
juz leave around 10++ ppl..
we r juz taking photo + chatting ..

times is goiing 11.++ ,they juz paid the bill n leave the shop..
melvin fetch us bck home..
on the way bck home,i have receive quennel's call..
he ask me go to clubbing later ..
==''' v hv 2 reach thr bfore 12am..
how can i rush thr b4 12am ?
melvin still hv to fetch all of them bck home..
sumore their car nt enuf space ,if v crushing in 2 more ppl, they scare tat wil hv police checking on the way we go n oso bck ..
I was reject quennel even i wish 2 go too..
nvm lul, juz wait nxt time ^^
stay at home n be a good boii..kakaxx (pretend-iing)

At the end, the farewell party ady pass by a short time..
but im enjoying n get a memories thr..
n oso wish Troop B all the best ..!!

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photo wil be upload tomoro ..
to be continue .... (03:10 am)

----------------------------------photo uploaded (12/07)-----------------------------------

me n sheh kee :)

ching yan n li fung :)

my loving ex-juniors n ex-senior :)

siew luen n me :)

juz upload few pihoto, cuz some of the photo vry ugly ..XD ^^

Enjoy^^

New Blog,New House..

2009-07-10T10:39:00.000-07:00

Such a long time i din't online d..

bcuz of the lousy monitor spoil ady.. =.=

sumore im busy wf my new college life..

anyway nice to see u all here right now..

i has transfer my blog from wretch.cc to here..

cuz wretch.cc always cause many inconvience happen .. =.=

LAME ..!!

so i wil start using tis blogging from today (11/07/09)

i hv juz created a new friendster acc currently..

http://www.friendster.com/nickluvnick

so all my loving friends plz add me up ya..

I wil less on the 2 previous friendster acc

cuz im reali bz wf my new life ..^^

but u all can take a view there also..

1. http://www.friendster.com/nicholasnew

2. http://www.friendster.com/nicholasbck

im juz simply inform all my friends i ady move 2 here

so u all are welcome 2 visit me anytime ..^^

tats all for my 1st blogging here..

is time to sleep ady.. (01:56 am)

wish all of euu have a nice day ..^^

the lastest me .. :)