✖ A Slumber Land For My Heart ✖: LOVE

LOVE ..?
Wat is LOVE stand for..?

some ppl opinion for LOVE might be a game ..
if u failure 2 maintain a relationship in LOVE mean ur loser ..
if u can maintain the relationship den ur winner ..
some ppl opinion for LOVE is nothings ..
it is not important at all..
some ppl opinion for LOVE is important ..
no LOVE no life ..

But seriously for me...
LOVE is everythings ..
if i choose someone to be my gf or decide 2 chase someone..
I WILL NEVER REGRET ..
I will take my relationship wf all my true LOVE ..
I will treat her all the best i can ..
I will appreciate EUU FOREVER and EVER ..
Im nt kidding but im serious ..

Jus nw I go 2 view her blog ..
I found tat she is care wat Im done 4 her ...
Im touching + happy ..
I still remember the first time I chase her, she is not care at all..
She tell me she still love her ex-bf ..
euu ask me to give up n we will be 4ever best friend..
I promise euu in tat time ..
cuz i dun wan make euu suffer ..
Euu gonna face SPM tis year..
I jux hope that euu wil concentrate on ur study..
I dun wan influrence euu in study field..
but, euu noe ..?
I NEVER FORGET EUU..
it is nt easy 2 4get someone ..
I still remember all our began ..
We noe each other in BITTER SWEET, THE GARDEN..
ur the part-timer promoter in tat time..
Im the customer who want 2 buy a shoes..
I was take ur phone num in tat time..
I start contact wf euu..
I start disturb euu..
I start SMS euu..
I start ask euu 4 movie, shopping n else ...
but i noe tat time euu reali bz wf ur tuition, so sometime u wil reject my invatation...
I never angry euu, I understand euu..

After a few months, we lost contact with each other ..
cuz i reali scare tat i wil disturb u all the time..
I noe u dislike ppl 2 disturb euu..
I like euu, I care ur feeling ..
I scare u dislike, I scare i will lost euu..
I scare u will angry me, I scare euu will hate me..
I care u much more den myself..
Tats why i choose 2 let u go ..
But seriously I NEVER FORGET EUU..
I NEVER GIVE UP ON EUU..
I NEVER WISH 2 HURT EUU..
I hope tat euu won't misunderstand on tis..

I feel vry happy tat u tell me some truth..
[SECRET]
EUU tell me a lot of ur bad attitude + disadvantages..
EUU try 2 make me dissipointed, but I hv 2 tell euu ,ur failure to do so..
ur action make me more appreciate euu..
cuz i reali hate ppl lie on me...
but ur nt, u dare 2 tell me those of the fact..
I admire euu as well..^^
I can tell u.. I DUN CARE AT ALL..!!
I LOVE euu is nt simply can change by tis few negative attitude..
I hope euu dun care oso..
promise me, can ..?
EUU still is the prefect girl in my heart forever n ever ..

I juz view ur blog..
I wish 2 send u a msg immediately..
cuz ur sick...
im damn worry..
but nw ady 2.++am ..
euu are enjoy-iing ur sweet dream nw..
sumore u hv skull 2moro ..
I dun wan disturb euu..
I hv no pretend anythings..
I realli worry about euu..
I wish 2 bring euu 2 the doctor nw..
I wish euu will be alright 2moro..
I dun wan 2 see euu feel pain n uncomfortable..
I wil gv u a msg 2moro b4 u go 2 skull..
GOD BLESS...^^

EUU phone oways no line so I hard 2 contact wf euu..
Im thinking the other way 2 contact euu easily..
I hope i can do that..
everytime b4 I sms or call euu, i will think is it suitable I do so nw ?
I scare ur inconvience 2 ans my call or nt free 2 reply my sms..
Sry, if i cause u inconvience happen..

I remember tat u ask me hv 2 gv myself confident..
cuz im telling euu tat :-
im nt enuf handsome like other guys..
im nt rich like other ppl..
im nt good conditions like other teenagers..
Thx 4 ur comfort..
I WILL DO SO, BCUZ OF EUU..^^

I wish 2gather wf euu..
But I noe temporary euu wont accept any relationship cuz ur facing SPM tis year..
I understand euu..
I WILL WAIT FOR EUU..
I oso hope euu can get flying colour result in ur SPM, so tat euu wont regret in future..
ALL THE BEST 2 EUU..
I rather 2 wait u nw, i oso dun wan u will influrence ur study bcux of me..
Even through I duno wat is ur decision nw..
But i can tell euu, I WILL WAIT EUU..
I will nt simply like a girl expect euu..

2day Shermaine(my classmate) ask me tat, is it I will care the problem of the distance wf my gf..?
I reali take time 2 consider tis question..
Cuz we reali stay in a long distance wf each other..
But at the end, I ans Shermaine - I WON'T CARE ..
The reason is :-
i) We nt necessary hv to meet everyday, we should gv each other some freedom n private time, So that our relationship oni wil stand last longer..

ii) We are nt children anymore, we pass through a lot of happen.. We will appreaciate each other n believe each other..Even we din meet we oso blif each other..

iii) I wil try my best 2 accompany her at all the time..

Tat all the reason I explain 2 her..
But I duno hw about u all opinion, espeacially EUU who I care much more...
I noe in tis world no such things tat, who cant alive if without who..
It mayb is a nonsense to somebody..
but I believe tat if u love someone deeply.. U will get this feelling..
Believe me..!!
Im nt telling lie..")
No matter how euu wil oways be my FIRST V.I.P ..
The ppl I MOST care..
No reason why I do so, juz bcux I WILLING TO DO SO..

Times is goiin 4.00 am soon ..
I decide 2 wait euu wake up later..
Cuz i wish 2 noe hw r euu nw..?
feeling better.? or ..?
But i duno I can do so ont ..
cuz im headache nw..
I wish i can do so ..
If cant, hope u dun mind ..